Lonely lunch, lonely time in Demand

I have to admit, I'm lonely. I missed the peoples in my previous company. I missed our lunch session. I missed our gossip session even the toilet time.

In Demand. Everyone work seriously and quietly. Even lunch, they continue to work while eating too. They always pack for their lunch, I will pack for my food as well since no one eating out. And I always went out alone to buy my foods, because I would prefered crossing to opposite's hawker center, the foods there are cheaper and I'm that kind of people who willing to spend more time and walk more just to buy the cheaper stuffs. May be people will think I'm a stingy person, or may be I am. Actually it's depend on what kind of situation.

I normally will take my lunch at the meeting corner. They will not eat there unless I'm inviting. Today, I did not invite them and they do not know I'm there (I guess). So I eating my lunch alone, and I felt very sad, because I missed my dear friends. May be you gals will not miss me that much because each of you still have each others. As for me, I do not have friend here. Even those ex-wph staffs, we will only say hi to each other in the office, but will not gather and we seldom see each others anyway. I hope time can change this felling. I wish I can overcome this.

Hubby wants me to be happy. He's been trying to comfort me, explain to me, help me to overcome this sadness. Thanks hubby. I'll protect myself, I'm still the fortunate because I have you in my life.

I really missed you gals...hug...love....