My dump action

I hate myself when I mention the word *busy*.

Busy writting in mandarin and traslated it mean *heart die* I don't encourage people to use *busy* as an excuss to reject any outing expecially family outing. Work isn't everything.

I tried not to make a work grave to myself. I guess is because I'm not smart enough, this is why I have so many unclear job on hand. Deny is even busy lately, I don;t dare to disturb her when I face problem on understand some work. I wish I can do without disturbing her. But the reality is I have to depend on her. I sent out a wrong file to sandeep on last friday. I used the wrong file, and he's very pissed off when saw the wrong file. he called deny and complaint of course. I felt angry with myself and some other people too.

Inform that he need need by next early week. I planned to do and submit on monday. suddently inform that he need it now cos he promised customer. Everything are urgent, which to start first???????

I always believe that RUSH = LOUSY....

This incident make me fel so sad. I lost my confident in this role. Cos i tot I can, actually I can't..

I went to temple on friday with hubby and mom. Usually we can see our luck in this year. I borned in the year of monkey. Well, it's a long explanation but it sound really true...

Don't expect any bonus, promotion; expect no incident.